Saturday, December 11, 2010
Have a little bit of the blues lately...
...trying to stay out of a funk. Seth's been busy with work, I've been busy with work, evenings are full of overtime type activities for Seth and grad school work for me. My body is changing and while I am grateful for that because that means it's doing what it should be, I'm feeling a little low about my appearance. I even convinced myself that my body disgusts my husband and that I look like a fatty. Now, add that to stress and hormones and imagine what's happening in my brain. I am not the first person to ever feel this way, I know that. And I don't mean to complain, I just need some inspiration. Trying to climb out of the hole I've fallen into. I keep telling myself, this is just one moment of hormones...who knows, the next I could be feeling like God's gift to men!~ LOL.
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You ARE beautiful!! It can be very disturbing to see your body changing in a way that you have never experienced, and you're completely right about all of the hormones. I can't speak for Seth, but you should ask him! Lots of men think their wives have never looked MORE beautiful than when they were pregnant!
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LOVE YOU HALEY! He actually started out yesterday morning by telling me how great I looked pregnant. It's just different. I miss feeling sexy...how ridiculous is that!?! Maybe it's hormones and a midlife crisis as I approach 30! I may just be missing my sweet 21 year old body! HAHA!
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